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there was a boy
he loved her more than anything in the world
she looks at him with her pretty eyes
how could he even resist a smile?
I guess he couldn't
I count the days and I count the hours
but tonight I'll be right here
I do remember how it feels to be in love
the boy looks the girl deep in the eyes with a huge grin on his face
he smiles and says, "you're the best that I'll ever have"
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Is This What You Wanted?
03:49
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is this what you wanted?
is this what you needed?
all these lies that you've been feeding me
is this what you hoped for?
is this what you thought would come of us?
is this what you wanted?
is this what you needed?
you left me to cry
you left me bleeding
is this what you hoped for?
what ever happened to forever?
was I what you wanted?
was I what you needed?
I guess not since you left me so easily
was I what you hoped for?
was I good enough for you?
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So Perfect
03:24
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With the sun shining behind you, you look like an angel.
Your voice is pretty like you.
We're perfectly drawn out together.
Perfectly pictured I grab you and swing you around.
Whoever said that nobody's perfect was wrong.
You are.
You always say the right thing when everything's wrong.
Your eyes sparkle like water.
We're perfectly perfect for each other.
Perfectly pictured I tell you "I am in love."
Whoever said that nobody's perfect was wrong.
You are.
You are to me.
You're my everything.
I wouldn't trade you for the world.
You are to me.
You're my everything.
Believe me when I say you're perfect.
You're perfect.
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I know it's hard to breathe now.
It keeps playing in your head.
I know it's hard to let it go.
Eventually everything has to end.
It's not as hard for me as it is for you.
But I'll help you make it through.
Instead of being sad let's just clap our hands and dance.
Be happy you're alive and try to feel inside.
I hope you know I care more than I could ever show.
I'll try to let you know.
I've lost someone before.
So I know how it feels.
All that I could do was break down.
I was overcome with tears.
It wasn't as hard for you as it was for me.
You helped me make it through.
Instead of being sad we just sang a song and danced.
I couldn't help but smile.
Be happy you're alive and try to feel inside.
I hope you know I care more than I could ever show.
I'll try to let you know.
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There was a gentle wave of sadness that swept across the land.
It waited until the dry years had passed.
Then it hit me like a flood and knocked me off my feet.
But you were there to catch me.
I was drowning neck deep in pity when I reached out for your hand.
You accepted with such generosity.
I asked you so kindly to pull me from this prison
That had locked me up without meaning.
The trees they swayed from side to side and our love was satisfied.
If you ask me girl you'd get a straight honest answer that we could last forever.
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The Daydream Impression
03:38
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You never know what's gonna happen.
You just hoping that everything's right.
You never can tell who's a good person,
Who's gonna help you or who's gonna fight.
Being nice will get you rewarded.
Being a fool will only bring trouble.
So just be grateful for what you've got
For what you don't have and for what you want.
You never even played along.
You never know who's telling the truth
Who's telling you wrong or telling you lies.
You never can tell if she will call back
When she slips out in the middle of the night.
And I can hear is blah blah blah
So just be grateful for what you've got
For what you don't have, and for what you want.
You never need me like I needed you
See what breaking a heart does to you?
It's driving me crazy it's making you see
That what you did was wrong to me.
It's not fair to be here and have to face this another year.
It only gets colder now.
You only gets farther from the truth.
We'll hope and we'll dream of the things we don't need.
I'll applaud when your dreams don't come true.
You never even played along.
Colorful kill is taking control of everything I am and everything I own.
I think of her all day and all night even though was she has done isn't right.
See what breaking my heart does to me
It's driving me crazy it's making you see...
So just be grateful for what you've got
For what you don't have, and for what you want.
You never know whos telling the truth
Who's telling you wrong and who's telling you lies.
You never can tell if she will call back
When she slips out in the middle of the night.
All I can say is sorry I'm wrong
All I can hear is sorry I'm gone.
You never even played along.
It's not fair to be here and have to face this another year.
It only gets colder now.
You only gets farther from the truth.
We'll hope and we'll dream of the things we don't need.
I'll cheer when your dreams don't come true.
You never even played along.
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I had a dream that I was on a boat in the middle of the ocean.
I was all alone.
I had a dream that I was flying through the clouds,
But I was hit by a plane and splashed into the ground.
I had a dream that you loved me.
But it was just a dream.
It could never come true.
I had a dream that I was on a shooting star in the sky up above.
I was all alone.
I had a dream I was a butterfly inside my stomach when I talked to you.
I had a dream that you missed me.
But it was just a dream.
It could never come true.
I had a dream where we had the perfect day,
With story telling and lots of laughing.
You would say, "I love you more than anything,
And if you'd say it back I promise we can be..."
Then I woke up.
It was just a dream.
But it might...
It just might...
Who knows it might...
It might...
Oh it could...
It might come true.
It might be the last thing I ever do.
I had a dream we would lay there in the sun,
Just giggling, me and you all alone.
I had a dream where I would write you lots of songs.
You looked up at me and sang the words you knew:
"I love you more than anything that I have ever loved.
You're a dream but you're real."
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8. |
Letters Between Lovers
04:02
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Dear lover:
I'm sorry to do it like this but we're through.
I'm sick of you.
I can't stand you anymore.
I can't stand your half-assed fake smile.
I can't stand you pressing your body against mine.
I can't stand the taste of your lips.
I can't even stand hearing you say I love you and I can't stand myself saying it.
I can't stand the sound of your voice.
I don't even know how we even made it this far,
Because truthfully, if I were to go back in time
I never would have even been with you in the first place.
All the nights I wasted on you were worthless.
You should know now that you're worthless.
You're nothing but a stupid boy who only thinks about himself.
Who makes stupid promises that he doesn't keep.
Stupid lies that are built to make you feel good
And they do but only for the split second until you
Find out they were lies and he only did it to make himself feel better.
You know that it's too good to be true.
Love's too good to be true.
I hope you burn in hell.
Dear honey:
I am so sorry.
You know that.
You know that I'm sorry you just wont let yourself admit it.
I never meant anything I did to hurt you.
None of it.
No one is perfect, especially me.
But I know you are.
I know you are.
You're perfect.
I know you can't stand me
But right now I can't stand myself either.
I'll never forgive myself so I don't expect you to.
But I'm gonna ask.
If I were to back in time I never would have made that stupid mistake that I made.
I never would have kissed her.
I am just a stupid boy
But I am a stupid boy you once loved.
You once hugged and kissed and held so close.
I never would have made you feel like you were just a toy.
Because sweetie, you are everything in the world to me.
You are everything to me honey, every single thing.
And I swear that to you.
I can't lose you, please.
Please, I'm begging you.
I'm begging you honey, just take me back.
I'm just so sorry.
I can't lose you.
I can't lose everything I've ever loved.
Please don't do this.
I can't lose you.
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It was a quiet calm night when you stepped on my porch.
Tender and kind and you looked to the sky.
With a note in your hand that was signed in pink pen.
Your bangs hanging down like they always did.
I waited inside with that smile on my face.
My fists clenched so tight.
My heart started to race as I waited for the doorbell to ring,
So I could tell you that you're my everything.
Then you finally did and I got up real slow
I moved towards the door so you wouldn't go.
I looked you in the eyes and took a deep breath.
You handed me the note.
I commented on your dress.
I said "Honey, you're so cute. I just wanted you to know,
That I've always felt this way. It's just so hard to show.
Every time you say I love you, Andrew. Every time you laugh,
I really think that we could last."
So I opened the note when you stood there so brave.
You said "Hush. I'm not cute, silly. You're just really insane."
I smiled but I couldn't think of what to say.
Because if I said the wrong thing you might not want to stay.
So I just took your hand and put it in mine.
You didn't seem to mind.
No, you didn't seem to mind.
I pulled you real close so you couldn't float away,
And I said "Darling, you're cute no matter what you say."
And you looked up me and smiled and said "Okay."
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Motionless
06:38
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Me and you sitting motionless under the sun so engaged in our love.
You scootched over slowly towards me.
But I didn't hold back my smile.
I never hold back my smile.
I stared motionless in awe of your perfection and my love.
Almost everyone believes that love's just a fling.
But holding hands, darling...it's the real thing.
At least in my heart. It's tangible and genuine.
Even forever wouldn't be long enough.
As you kissed my cheek with your soft cute lips and that puppy dog look in your eyes
Lying motionless on my lap in your love.
Then you started pouting.
Oh honey, that was so cute when you stared pouting.
I just sat there glaring into your eyes.
I blinked a couple of times but never spoke a word
Because you knew that I knew you knew what I was thinking,
You knew what I was feeling, I could see it in your smile.
It's funny how much I can mean to you.
It's cute how much you mean to me.
Honey, you mean the world to me,
You're my everything; you're my all
You said softly, in barely a whisper.
And it was then under the sun when I turned to you
And told you, sweetie, I wanna to be with you forever.
My eyes woke as I lay motionless in the dark.
In awe of your perfection,
With my affection; dreaming of our love.
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Forever and More
03:20
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Just one more day with you.
I'd say anything to make you stay.
You know I love you.
You know you make me the happiest person there ever will be.
Last night I had the bestest dream.
It involved you and me.
Swimming and singing and cuddling forever and more.
Then you looked at me with those eyes
And a smile that could almost make me die.
You took my hand and held it forever and more.
Just one more day with you.
I'd say anything to make you stay.
You know I love you.
You know you make me the happiest person there ever will be.
Today I had the bestest time.
You were always on my mind.
Making me sigh and daydream forever and more.
Then I thought of that pretty smile
The one that always makes me wild.
And I'm happy and will be forever and more.
Just one more day with you I'd say anything at all.
Just one more day with you I'd say I love you forever and more.
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Dear lover:
Every now and then someone comes along.
Someone who changes your life completely.
Someone who changes your perspective on what love is and what life is.
For me that person was you.
I love how you say I love you so much and you mean it everytime.
I love how I can hold you tight all night long when you sleep in my bed.
We both smile until our cheeks hurt.
I love your cute little voice and when it breaks.
I love your smile and those puppy dog eyes.
I love spending every second of my day with you.
I want to forever and when I say forever I mean forever.
I can't make you any better because perfection is always a step away from just ok.
I once thought that love was too good to be true,
But then slowly I open my eyes to you and I realized that it isn't.
Dear honey:
I love you and I never have to hold back my smile.
I'll never have to hold back my smile.
I'd love to describe how I feel for you
But the dictionary didn't have strong enough words.
And they say a picture is worth a thousand words.
But I'm not nearly good enough at drawing.
You'll just have to trust me.
You'll just have to believe me when I say that you're the bestI'll ever have
Honey, you're the best that I'll ever have.
And all the promises that I made you.
I'd never break.
Sweetie, I'd never break them.
I'd never break your heart like those other stupid boys.
I just love you so much.
You're just way too perfect honey.
We're perfect together.
We're so perfect together.
You don't even know.
Mostly, I just wanted to let you know.
That since you walked into my life it hasnt been better.
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13. |
Piano Song
04:58
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can't you see what being in love with you does to me?
I've been up all night trying to figure out a way to let you know
you are the best that I'll ever have
and I'll never let you go
I get weak in the knees and I can't speak
I've been like this the whole week
but it's so much fun to be in love with you
you are the best that I'll ever have
and I'll never let you go
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Emo Side Project Atlanta, Georgia
i'm not gonna Raichu a love song.
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