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If You Sit Really Really Quietly in the Forest

by Emo Side Project

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A.T.L
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A.T.L It's always wild finding a really good artist or band after they've already been around for a long time. I had never heard of ESP before this release, but I reeeeally enjoy it. So pretty and sad. Favorite track: Viridian Blue Immersion.
elmoisdead
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elmoisdead ive been listening to this album multiple times a day and i love it so much. it was a very nice surprise. Favorite track: I Wanna Wendigo Home.
volsere
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volsere What an album to come out of basically nowhere for me. Really love it. Favorite track: Luciferase.
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1.
Luciferase 05:57
fireflies came out of hiding on a strawberry moon in june we carefully collected specimen not in jars but in the notebook of our hearts the perseids lit up the night sky against a sturgeon moon in august slowed time enough to notice your pirouette synched to the rhythm of my heart light illuminates and sometimes we do too
2.
we formed a secret society among the trees wore vials of each other's blood pledged allegiance to love and the toad king cloaked in mud the wind kissed us as clouds rolled in it felt like angel cover sitting really really quietly as the forest hummed an ancient song ♪ growing's much better when we're together so if you plant your roots i'll follow suit sunlight's more tender on an adventure so when you sprout towards the sky i'll be by your side ♪ we forged a covert camaraderie beneath the leaves shared pinky swears sheltered by moss sewed a tapestry of trust and the doe queen knighted us moonlight held us as fog settled in calmed by nature's nurture sitting really really quietly as the forest hummed an ancient song
3.
i'm a rarity almost never seen mythology poorly documented a legendary shadow being i'm an oddity with novel taxonomy folklore told in archaic mother tongue a paranormal entity i'm solitary shrouded in mystery fairy tales sung in harmonic minor key a supernatural energy but i'm okay with being unknown i'm most at home alone dissolving into the dirt awaiting my final form i wanna wendigo home
4.
on the first rain of the season we gently settled onto pavement extended limbs undergoing motion self-declared aquatic seraphim though the impressions we created that night dissipated quickly from sight i safeguard images left in my mind still i was thinking maybe we'd revisit them on the next good short shower of rain wetting the road (but not enough to run)
5.
Moss Landing 04:40
i had a dream where i was pinned up in an exhibition case with a bedside view assigned a latin name: riodininae found: moss landing year: 2019 my form was sketched out on the page of a moleskine with meticulous bilateral symmetry assembled into a diy pamphlet entitled volume 1: angels of earth later purchased in a spring garage sale by an entomologist with a two-dollar bill transported up north to the bohart a fitting resting place among friends and kin perhaps a simple life but it was mine with the security of being seen i wonder if it means anything that i'm more inclined to sleep tight recently
6.
while we gazed at kelvin-helmholtz waves i mapped out your topology in my arms the apricot tint of the sunset immersed in the viridian blue of your eyes a nightingale hymn in polyrhythm with two tender heartbeats on resonance while at rest steady water flow followed bernoulli's principle opposed the subtle rise and fall of our chests from scales zepto to zetta i've analyzed hypothesized, computed and refined still i find in any theory of everything love's the only variable i need to derive the equation
7.
have you searched through the crowds? underground? in the heart of your love? talked with shadows and to stone? foraged underwater? unearthed ancient artifacts? cause i've heard from the valley winds the quest for the seven stardrops unlocks the mysteries living brings it's like a dream
8.
Spiral Jetty 03:10
last week when missing you burned a hole in my heart i invocated tried to manifest you into my arms but at rozel point eyes dusted with salt body cold from the breeze i uncontrollably bawled holding a placeholder shadow in the pink glow alone healing's not always linear sometimes i just have to sink into the spiral
9.
do you experience circadian rhythms the comforting oscillations that come with existence? do you twist and turn in synchronicity with the trajectory of celestial bodies? do you become dispersed carried by wind and rain to a newfangled home in a distant place? or have you been too distracted and disconnected to notice all the lush growth around and within you? it takes time and effort to bloom

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released May 9, 2020

~ * alternative download* ~ (◕ω◕✿)

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~ * credits * ~ ~(˘▾˘~)

thank you for taking the time and energy to listen to these pieces of my heart <3

all songs written and recorded in santa cruz, california by mae mcshan

mixed and mastered by the superhero soundwave surfer thom carney <3
www.brokenpillar.com

art by the honorable lizard queen maren pedersen <3
horriblelesbian.tumblr.com

~ * guitar tabs * ~ ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡

www.freewebs.com/emosideprojectisforlovers/esp-forest-tabs.htm

~ * references * ~ (✿◠‿◠)

the album title references a children's book by Сюзанна Бялковская (Syuzanna Byalkovskaya)
native title: "Если в лесу сидеть тихо-тихо"
www.labirint.ru/books/380776/

luciferase is a type of enzyme responsible for bioluminescence
pdb101.rcsb.org/motm/78

secret society blanket references the manga/anime yuru camp△
yurucamp.jp

wendigo home is really bad wordplay referencing the cryptid wendigo
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wendigo

short shower references a land art piece by andy goldsworthy
www.artnet.com/artists/andy-goldsworthy/a-good-short-shower-of-rain-wetting-the-road-but-HvQaybpnYffeIIMMzJK-oA2

moss landing references a city within the monterey bay in california, usa
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moss_Landing,_California

viridian blue immersion references an art piece by dawn arrowsmith
www.dawnarrowsmith.com/circle-square-immersion/4834415p21ndsesjokmsexqbt5m6na

mystery of the stardrops references the game stardew valley
stardewvalleywiki.com/Stardrop

spiral jetty references a land art piece by robert smithson
www.diaart.org/visit/visit-our-locations-sites/robert-smithson-spiral-jetty

private life of plants references a david attenborough documentary
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Private_Life_of_Plants

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