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Emo Side Project / Jacob Garver Split

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1.
You Rule! 03:36
every night it's the same thing I sit in my room and I think about the times you've rescued me from shitty days and bummer weeks then I think about how you're basically a real life sailor scout and you're probably fighting crime at night like it ain't no thing you don't even break a sweat you rule! you play violin just like guitar your technique's flawless, not subpar you make me swoon so gosh darn hard you're definitely my fav by far then I think about how you're basically a supermodel but you still talk to me I want to give you high fives for eternity but I'm way too shy to ask you rule! I say "you're my super hero" you say "but I don't have super powers" I guess you forgot you're Canadian and like the cutest human in existence you rule! I'm just okay but we'd mega rule together forever
2.
lets take a long walk sometime in June and talk about the shit that we're both too scared to do cause I skydived in Cali and crashed a haunted house in Jersey but I don't ever want to fall in love cause I already know how that ends yeah, I already know how that ends lets make a promise to stay the closest of friends but cover up the fact that we both know we're going to break it and I'll laugh and then you'll ask me why but I'll lie and tell another joke cause the truth is that's really all my life is and I already know how it ends yeah, I already know how it ends it ends with me breaking down confessing everything "you haven't been out of my mind since that night you picked me up off the ground when I fell off the tire swing in seventh grade" but of course you've had your headphones on this entire time only said "what?" and I replied "nothing" I am so fucking bad at life
3.
it's depressing how much I crave routine if I don't get it I'm less than worthless I've grown accustom to feeling lonesome even with my friends I don't talk much if you give me your hand I'll give you a blank stare I can't get hurt if I pretend to not care it's so frustrating to have the mentality that nothing good could ever come from life but after thirteen years of writing love songs I still don't know the first thing about it if you give me your heart I'll chew it up and spit back at you I mean no offense. I'm just not taking chances the only drawback is I can't look at myself in my bedroom mirror I never could anyway so please don't take it personally I wish I were Vulcan I've got all these emotions but no clue what to do with them
4.
I guess if you sleep with a couple guys you might get a song written about you. But you didn't follow her example but I think you deserve one too. You're everything I wanted; a writer, and a pessimist. You've got beautiful sentences strung through your hair. I've got about a .500 record for every success I've had I've had a failure and I guess after this short series it's safe to call this one a draw You said I might be an angel I think I might be the devil. You said you were bummed out yesterday, and today I made it better. You tell me that your skin always aches. You've got a needle in your mouth and I want to get it out You got new eyewear and I got boring It's not true. Not everyone contributes something to this world. But I wanna contribute something to your life or something to your night but you won't accept it.
5.
This summer two pairs of cutoffs were the only ones I wore. I learned a few Spanish words a couple ukulele chords and virtual personal finance taught me about depreciating assets but I never let that risk stop me from taking opportunities I'm given So though I don't know where you're headed and though you might slam on the breaks I like the song on the radio, so I will get comfortable. Comfortable enough to tell you that you are not an ocean you are a puddle of tears that you forced yourself to shed because it might get you a few more followers on tumblr and you can't walk on water. You can't handle it. I know you think I'm broken I know you know I'm passive-aggressive I know you're better than me because you learned phrases like, "Smash the patriarchy!" from a lot of hip girls on the internet. But now I am staring at the stains on my shoes that I got standing on the track at your high school with someone who doesn't just talk about change who has the honesty to tell me that I am not a mountain if anything, I am a valley but I am shallow--I am empty. But if you read me some more Shakespeare sonnets and if you keep on dancing in my passenger's seat we might forget that I am "lacking on the inside".
6.
I infer from the way you always check my blind spot that you must've had a traumatic experience when you were younger. I infer from the color in your eyes that you are happy. Go on and click your teeth it's what you do when you are nervous but we're all pretty fucking nervous get over it. And I've got cuts and burns on all of my fingers so I don't have the patience to deal with such things. I've made mistakes I jumped to conclusions and that made me feel inclined to seclusion. And she says this might be a reoccurring situation but I don't think she can maintain that infatuation. And you're totally right. I've never been a part of anything that wasn't a "total joke." And you're probably right. I'll "probably never lose my virginity", but that's okay I'd make an awful father anyways

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released January 19, 2014

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Art by Jake Streiff
zombknotts.wordpress.com

My bff Jacob Garver
jacobgarver.bandcamp.com

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