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Emo Side Project / Coate / Boy Parts - Split

by Emo Side Project

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when I lay my head on your chest I'm oblivious to questions that have a habit of keeping me from sleep like what's the rate at which the universe expands or the probability of death by gamma ray bursts from a distant galaxy? and when you whisper to me "it's gonna be okay" i know it's gonna be okay
2.
I'm melodramatic, addicted to self-loathing and apathy I disregard progress as useless intentionally you ask why I hate myself so here's some honesty you ask why I never talk so here are some loaded words I'm a burden on my best days, fragile but non-recyclable I'm proficient in solitude and the art of concealing emotion you ask why I hate myself so here's some honesty you ask why I never talk so here are some loaded words can I just close my eyes and never wake up? can I please be anyone but me?
3.
every time I look in a mirror I throw up every time I speak it weakens me every time I try to leave my bed I give up every time I think it drains me so when you catch me breaking glass or sitting silent hold your tongue and when you stumble upon me bed ridden reeking of piss and tears save your pity no one destroys me like I do
4.
I keep waking up with headaches it's too cold this time of year let's wrap up warm and brave the weather this will all be over soon if everything is short lived that's a reason to embrace it while it's still there an increase in apathy is a reason to change things while we still can if everyone we love leaves we'll just have to get better at keeping in touch cause all our expectations of a positive self-made scene are breaking us down this is only to make friends this is only for the meantime it's not just in far away places this can't be so hard
5.
I know you're just trying to make friends but being cynical is not the way for it who gave you the right to make assumptions? not everyone's as stable as you're insecure it's just a short ride home until it's over I feel like putting my headphones in as Stephen shakes his head, he looks to the street we're both thinking 'it's people like this that ruin everything' I'm so sick of these bad moods bullies don't exist just through high school I know that it only comes out at parties but someone's got to end this someone's got to end this
6.
yes, I know where you've been and I don't feel sorry for you I got out of that hole and I know you can do the same my bones are old so are the stories I've told I know my words have no effect on you what are we waiting for? this time is not enough what are we waiting for? I know I'm not enough but we're not getting any fucking younger so take my hand our days are old and numbered and they're fucked (my friends are fucked) but we do the best we can we're not young anymore we all know we die
7.
I made my bed for no reason again why do I still talk to you? you're just fucking with my head and I'm too lonely to not reply so I'll get some beer and hang out with my friends and shotgun away my feelings towards you I won't sleep tonight, the room is spinning again I can't take my foot off the floor without throwing up again and I never returned any of your messages but I'll fall in the same routine tomorrow when I am sober
8.
it's not fair to talk about the times I wasn't there two can play at that game I wear my heart on my sleeve in the hopes that you would care I'll try not to hold my breath I've been writing this letter for a really long time I know I'll put it in an envelope and keep it under my bed regretting every word I re-read because my gut instinct is often not the best.

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released April 27, 2014

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Released by Keep it Together Records (Thanks J-dog)
kitr.bandcamp.com/album/emo-side-project-coate-boy-parts-split

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Art by Druckwelle Design
www.facebook.com/druckwelledesign

Boy Parts is from Kansas City, MO
boyparts.bandcamp.com

Coate is from Christchurch, New Zealand
coate.bandcamp.com

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