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Light Subtracts Itself

by Emo Side Project

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1.
Owls 05:45
In the forest morning light shines down On everything and illuminates the whole world All the shade fades away like all the sad faces And lightly brushes on the top of your eyelids Drops of rain dissipate as the sun rise Peaks above the horizon through the calm haze You are the moon hanging over me gently Shining down cause you know that you are everything to me Lets stay huddled in this tree together Lets stay warm on these branches forever And we'll always know the way We'll know love is real And it's not a dream though it feels just like a daydream Every time you turn your head to catch a glance of me Hearing my heart flutter like dragonfly wings Knowing that the moon will be our night time release No, it's not a dream though it feels just like a daydream Every time you turn your head to catch a glimpse of me Hearing my heart flutter like dragonfly wings Knowing that the moon will be our night time release Lets stay huddled in this tree together Lets stay warm on these branches forever And we'll always know the way We'll know love is real So we'll stayed perched here against the oak tree With moon light radiating through the tired leaves And we'll speak softly to each other in a way that makes the stars shine brighter And shine through the night, the fog, the rain, the heat; the snow, the thunder bolt that cracks the sky in two And a tear falls down your cheek and at that moment time stands still You take my lonely hand and I close my eyes so tight and hope for love And I'm here because of you: My sweetest Star My glowing Moon My shining Sun My perfect Breeze My only Cloud My little Owl Hold through the night the only light That beams from your eyes and keeps me alive I hope you know the calm you'd bring me with just your heart beat And your breath singing me to sleep And I'm here because of you And I have found what I've been searching for Because now I know what the universe was created for: Just to hold our love Just to hold our love
2.
Think of the sweetest thing you've ever thought: You're better than that You're better than that I know that polaroids and piano chords are two of your favorite things And I know that we could lay in bed all day dreaming of things Like a future and what it will bring And I feel like I'm falling in love again Every time that I see you sparks fly up And out of my heart and into the sky To light up the night so we can dance and breathe And I know, I know that this could never change Cause I try my best to give you my all And I feel like I'm falling in love again Every time that I see you sparks fly up And I feel just like I'm falling in love again Every time that I see you sparks fly up So I just want you to know I will never let you go
3.
Wasting Away 04:19
When you come home from a long day I'll be waiting here for you If you're lonely and you need me to stay You know I'd love to I don't care if you're too tired To lift your mouth to say those things That you want to say but I know you think So lets waste this night away together Close your eyes While the moon shines just outside your room It's where I want to be So fucking desperately with you No, I don't care if you're too tired To open your door to let me in I'll sneak in somehow So we can waste this night away together I know someday you'll be my star And I know someday you won't be too far But tonight I just know that I've been missing you And I'll wait for you fall back in love with me I don't care if you're too scared To say what you really think because I'm not I know I still love you I know I still need you So lets waste this night away Lets waste our days away Lets waste our years away Lets waste this fucking life away together
4.
Sunshine sneaking through the window Tugging on your eyelids Moving down your cheek Pull off your sheets Wake up and breathe You've been waiting under the covers I've been waiting for you for so long, so long Shadows dancing on the windows Dive into the sunshine Cover up the light Pull back those sheets Over our cheeks We've been waiting under the covers Waiting for each other Or maybe it's just me Maybe it's just me I slowly let your breath swallow me from miles away So I can sleep for the first time in weeks
5.
Leaving 04:27
Take your time I've got my whole life And I can close my eyes So I can hear your heartbeat Late at night when I can't sleep I think of you breathing Stay quiet for now We've got a lot not to talk about And I wish was standing there to watch the sun set with you Sleep for now We've got a lot just to dream about I know I do I have nothing to say I did nothing all day except wait for you And it's all I do but it's all I want to do Late at night When all our stars are shining bright I think of you breathing So fucking scared of you leaving So stay quiet for now We've got a lot not to talk about And I wish was standing there to watch the sun set with you Sleep for now We've got a lot just to dream about I know I do and know it's about you And how I need to not stop thinking about you Stay quiet for now We've got a lot not to talk about But I wish was standing there to watch the moon shine with you Sleep for now We've got a lot just to dream about I know I do I know I do I know I do
6.
Sometimes 05:35
You've been waiting for days for a reason to stay The way that you change is the way that I stay the same I know you forget every waking moment And sometimes I'm fine But mostly I'm not. The static from your favorite sweater Taking pictures from the highway in your car Now it's all in my head and it's never again And I'm wondering why I even try to breathe. But it's all I want to know. You're all I want to know. Still I'll wait for days in the rain So that my tears never fade And your ghost is the same And sometimes I'm fine But mostly I'm not. When every second's a second I'd take back But every day is a blink in forever Still I tried every way to make you stay Is my bed not warm? Are my eyes too worn? And I'm wondering why I even try to breathe. But I still dream of the universe And how it reminds me of us. Yet it never fades unlike how I'll fade It's unexplainable and it's unbearable I can't take anymore so I fall to the floor. Can you believe that I still breathe alone?
7.
The Universe 05:48
At the center of the universe We believe there's a black hole Last night with my eyes closed I swear that I reached it's edge So I took your hand so it would drag us in And even light could not escape And you were mine forever At the very edge of the universe There's no more space and time And all our stars and our galaxies Are far beyond my reach But I took my hand and I stretched as far as I could go So I remember you forever So Moon don't be so far The Earth it needs your pull And Moon don't be too far Because I still I need you From now on every second I'll try to travel back in time To see your face just as it used to be when it used to be mine Do you want to know why the universe reminds me so much of you? Because it's all I'll ever know And it's inconceivably beautiful But at the center of my universe There's only you There's only you There's only you There's only you and I forever
8.
Chemicals 05:01
We're two chemicals Thrown into an unlabeled beaker The mad scientist insists it won't explode But the solution starts to boil when I dissolve into you Because I always gave into you I'd understand if at the end of the world You want to be alone. But since I sense it's so soon I'm starting to wonder why. I guess I'll be fine. But am I ever fine at all? We're just two chemicals Obeying the laws that we're told If I move to you, you move away And you can break all my bonds but I will reform Because I won't give up on you And I'd understand if at the end of the world You want to be alone But since it's already here I'm starting to wonder why I guess I'll be fine But I'm not ever fine at all You used to be my enantiomer But now you're just my diastereomer
9.
Dear Moon 07:09
Dear Moon, I've been missing you I noticed lately that you're not as full as you used to be Or as bright as you need to be to light up this wasteland for me Dear Moon, I've been needing you Without you here light subtracts itself My days and my nights become a blur And my sleep doesn't occur anymore It used to be that I was enough It used to be that our love filled the universe It used to be that I wouldn't cry It used to be that I loved the night But not anymore I hope you know that I still wear my ring I hope you know I still have my plane I hope you know that I still hold our bear I hope you know that I don't think it's fair I hope you know that I still love you more I hope you know that I still won't be forgetting you And after everything I know I'm stupid for forgiving you But mostly for still needing you So come back home into my arms And let our life take it's course
10.
Falling to my knees On this blade of pavement clinging To the starlight clawing through my skin Then your silence pulls my veins Through my throat into my grave With the rain washing my memories from me My heart it doesn't beat Against my lovers cheeks My finger tips don't touch The girl I love too much My eyes do not see What is everything to me And my voice will not work Because it's forever yours Forever yours So I slide off the edge of this earth Hoping space will pull me into the sun So I can feel the true warmth of love burning me up And when those particles collide on my skin I'll be wishing you were here at my end So the last thing I saw was like the first time that I felt alive in my entire life Now my heart it won't beat Against my lovers cheeks My finger tips won't touch The girl I loved too much My eyes will not see What was everything to me And my voice will cry out one more time Please save me So my heart it won't beat Against your fucking cheeks My finger tips won't touch Your fucking skin And my eyes will not meet Your fucking gorgeous blue seas My voice will never work Because it's forever yours It's forever yours (Please save me)
11.
This old skin and these old bones They slowly turn to dust With each full moon to stir my memories awake These tired eyes and these starving lungs They slowly fade with time Because each second I spent living was apparently a lie So lets breathe slowly Pretend we're on time With each other like all those long nights So we can remember Entwined knees under those sheets Without being afraid of wasting away This broken heart waits for its last beat So it can finally be set free Then I turn into a ghost so I won't feel anything, Much like you So lets breathe slowly Pretend we're on time With each other like all those long nights So we can remember Entwined knees under those sheets Without being afraid of wasting away This old skin and these old bones No, they don't work anymore
12.
Every night I wait Until I can see your face in the shadows Just so I can fall asleep and have a nightmare Wake up shivering You're a thunderbolt that lands on me With low probability You're a chainsaw cutting me in half In a horror movie I'm a waste of life now People tell me to grow up and move on But no one's like me just like no one's like you And I'd rather be the ground you strike Than someone safe at home And I'd rather be in a million pieces Than safely breathing and whole without you It's what you do to me. It's what you do to me And if it's what I have to face So you realize your true place Then bring it on. Bring it all fucking on.
13.
One last breath of nitrogen For everyone and everything that's ever been But don't you go losing your sleep Over little old me You know I miss you But I won't miss you anymore. And I think about the times that I sung all night So you could close your eyes But now I know I'm not that reason anymore And so that's why It's not worth breathing anymore You know I miss you But I won't miss you anymore. After tonight when I take this knife To end my life So I won't miss you anymore.
14.
Epilogue 05:17

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